Yes, it's Christmas Eve tonight and the loner Karen is just gonna sleep the night off.
It feels like everyone is loved and I'm not.
Seeing my two girl friends receiving presents and love from their uni buddy just makes me feel sad.
Not the fact that I don't receive any presents from my buddy, but I already lost my buddy made me feel sad.
I just want some love from my friend, is it that difficult?
I'm pinning on hopes, which is a bad bad thing.
I'm expecting things from you, which my mind jolly well know that nothing will come.
In fact, I know that nothing will change. Even after you read my 5 page letter.
But at least I am able to convey how I feel.
I have never loved any friend like a family member.
I guess you are the first and most likely the last.
Yes, it's love. But a more profound kind of love that you don't get, apparently.
I sincerely hope that you will understand this love of mine.
Perhaps not now, but one day.
I hope that one day will come.
So that my wish made in Bintan will not e futile.
-prays-
Till we meet next time(:
&the beauty.
me
KAREN
desires
I wish for everything to be the same
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